Kids Birthday Cards

Kids Birthday Cards
Originally uploaded by belfastbabybear.

Kids Birthday Cards

Kids Birthday Cards
Originally uploaded by belfastbabybear.

Made some kids cards at a class last week. I just love them! They are so bright & cheery.

Kids Birthday Cards

Kids Birthday Cards
Originally uploaded by belfastbabybear.

Red Nose Day 2007

Red Nose Day 2007
Originally uploaded by belfastbabybear.

Last Friday we had a fancy dress day in work to raise money for Red Nose Day! Good laugh had by all and we raised over £500 at the same time.

Do You Like Who You've Become?

I can honestly say, No!

I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I repulse myself. With regards to diet, exercise and generally looking after myself - I suck. I lie, cheat & let myself down.

Tonight I think it finally came to a head when I stood on the scales and set a new 'all time heaviest' record.

I want more for myself, I want more for Ivan & the girls.

The way I see it, there are 3 areas of my life that currently need urgent attention :-

1) Me, Myself & I
2) My home
3) My relationships

If I can work on the first two, the third will look after itself!

I mean, if I lose weight, get healthy and start taking a pride in my appearance - I'll be happy & confident. If I pay more attention to housework & home improvements - Ivan will be happy. Don't get me wrong, my house isn't bad, it's just that I do the bear minimum to get by these days. I show no interest.

So, I am really wishing that this is it.

I really want to have the power to change the things I'm not happy with. I want to look forward. I want to be happy & like who I've become.

Not too much to ask.