Mood Swings & Dreams

I've been really ill this week and I've not been at work since Monday. At first I thought is was pregnancy related but now I think it's a bug of some sort. I feel really bad, sick, tired, shakey. As if I'd been run over by a bus!



I'd a midwife appointment on Wednesday but nothing much happened. I wasn't expecting much either so I wasn't disappointed. Because I have no notes yet and have not been 'booked in' by the hospital, they could only test my blood pressure and urine sample. Both were ok. We had a little chat but that was it. I've my hospital appointment for 06 January, so not long now until I can see my little baby for real.



My mood swings are so, so bad this week. They started last weekend. I didn't see it coming, *The Bitch from Hell* just snuck up on me! I was so angry all day long. It just decended like a red mist in the morning. Then after a few hours ~ the tears started! We had to cancel a trip into town and everything. I feel so sorry for Ivan & Caitlin. I was such a wacko! I was never this hormonal last time. I just wanted to be on my own, in my own company and preferably in my own bed with the covers pulled over my head. I think I'm a bit more stable now but who knows when she will strike again. It's like living with another person.



I've been having the usual weird dreams on and off but last night I dreamt that my hair was coming out in clumps! I put my had up to my fringe and the whole lot just came away. I nearly died with fright. You know what made this even more weird ~ I didn't remember until I went to wash my hair and seen lots and lots of hair in the bath !!!!! Is my dream comeing true?